The Jouney

The Journey

I really am thankful that God has changed my life. For the years I wasted I can not get back. I choose not to live in the past what done is done. I choose to live everyday to the fullest. I have had God teach me that I have a choice of how I live everyday. I can choose everyday to be happy no matter how I feel. That was a big thing for me to learn that I don't have to live on my feelings. That I can choose to use self control.

The other big thing in my life is that I had to learn to forgive. To forgive people even if that did not ask for forgiveness. Most of all to learn to forgive myself. I had to a huge problem for years of feeling like I was never good enough. I lived the the regret of the mistakes I had made financially and personally and spiritually. I was always talking about my past and how I wished I could go back and change things.

I just had to learn that I was wasting my time. Not only my time but Gods time living in the past. Not only living in the past but living my days with grudges and anger of things that had happened years ago. When I got free from my past is the day the most life changing healing began.

So I got my wish to change things. Not my past but my future. To give my time to whats important. To God and my family and to grabbing every piece of wisdom I can. To learn from the word of God and books and from older people that are very successful. I hope one day that I am able to share my life's story with the younger generations to come so that they can grow and not make some of the same mistakes I have made.